Is it REALLY 2015?

Intangible Power
Intangible Power

We cannot really measure time. We cannot feel it. Yet, we celebrate the passage of time in full splendour. At the moment, one out of five article is telling me how I should revamp my new year – be it for food, travel, books, movies, career, life etc. Rummaging deep within my heart, I too wrote about making peace and climb my way out of the hell hole last year shoved me into.

Because, let’s face it. 2014 was really bad for too many people. I could almost hear those sighs of relief in the wind and see the optimistic wings sewn for the new year.

But so far in 2015, I had to pay the same bills and put on the same clothes to make my way across the same path to catch the same bus to go the same place of work. The sun and the stars, the crappy traffic, the smelly guy in the bus and the taste of my lasagna stand the same. How’s 2015 any different?

In a mindless rant, I came up with a ridiculous theory as to why I cannot expect anything new or better just because the year changed – as labelling time is just a human invention. So, what if the thought that humanity needs a time keeping device had struck those wise people a few months earlier or later than it actually did. Maybe then, this bracket of days we call January would have been the coming July. To explain it better –

Let’s assume the human decided to start the calendar on January xx1. What if this decision had come a few months earlier? So the original June xx0 would have then been new January xx1 – all because this thought bloomed a little early. And that means present day January is already June 2015 – so we would be six months into the New Year and it would still be as crappy.

Sorry if it does not make sense. My heartfelt gratitude (and apologies) if someone did manage to follow my thought process, however ludicrous.

But during a quiet moment as my frustration subsided, I realized something. It was not about the turn of calendar. It was about the change in our perspective driven by the turn which is making THE big difference to bring in the calls of optimism and hope. Yes, it is all happening only our heads and is intangible beyond words. But I had to raise my glass to its tremendous power. Because at this moment, I am holding on to that very baseless optimism that is keeping me afloat.

This weird rant has been brought to you by Just Jot It January! This is my thirteenth jot but the first one I am posting.

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13 thoughts on “Is it REALLY 2015?

  1. I know exactly what you are talking about. I often do not like the January New Years. It is like we are supposed to glue smiles on our faces and celebrate. Maybe we really don’t feel like there is much to get excited about at that particular time. I get kind of bah humbug because someone else is telling me what I “should” be feeling. I have thought the same in that January is arbitrary to start the year, chosen by the Romans. Nature based cultures at least are linked with the change of seasons, lunar cycles and length of days and such. I think it is good to have a regular ritual in that we can have a time to reflect and think about our lives. We can choose how we want to celebrate these holidays as well. Choose something that is meaningful for us.

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    • Exactly! Like you said, it is a time that puts us into that thinking mode and often points us towards a path that we may not have noticed before. It is entirely upto us to decide and time provides a wonderful medium for that.

      Thank you Deborah for such a thought-provoking comment.

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  2. How 2015 was for you? (If I may ask?). I also hate this measurement of time but still for me 2014 was full of solitary wandering, reading and observing people in the mall while sipping coffee, approaching friends to meet me and occasionally getting successful. I read lot of philosophy and poetry this year while dealing with boredom and pain.

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    • 2015 was rewarding to say the least. 2014 actually made sure that it can only go up and it did. I also went through similar time of reading and introspecting. I hope your pain lessened over time.

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